Epic #1 Story of Sherkarl Kugan s/o God
This is the true account. of a spoilt kid. I was born is 21-08-1982. being raised in a Hindu background family, was taught how to pray and every of its traditions. Yet there was a lingering hunger, to know what is Jesus is all about. My Grandma (or as i used to call her goma pyle) She was a catholic married to Hindu. The only reason i celebrated Christmas during my growing age is because it is the birthday of Jesus. To cut the long story short, during my growing up agw, i was know as "THE NOTORIOUS RASCAL", "ROMEO", "MAT BUNGA" "PLAYBOY" "STUBBORN" "HARD HEARTED" "REBELLIOUS"and many more of which i cant remember. This is how i was. So in August 1999, as usual i came back from school, my neighbour told me, your father has been admitted to hospital due to heart attack and that word shocked me. So yeah... I lost my dad... and I celebrated my last birthday with my dad on the 21-08-1999 and God took him on the 25-08-1999. My world that i was dreaming of was shattered and destroyed, coz my dad was my Hero and even till now, The reason i am who i am now...is because all the training and disciplined that i went through under my dad.He used to say this to me "Suffer now and enjoy later." and everything i did anything wrong, He would always ask me to read Luke 15 - the story of a prodigal son - I did not comprehend why is it he asking me to read it... but now i know... He was indirectly telling me that "he loves me so dearly." I accepted Jesus in August 1999, my mum was the last one to accept Jesus. When i said i accept Jesus, it means i did not accept Christianity as my religion. As for the record, I DONT HAVE ANY RELIGION... why? Coz religion is not gonna save me, only Jesus. I did repent and my prayer was this... If You are the true God, therefore let me see your glory in my life. THis was my only prayer that i prayed. The first miracle was my SPM result. As for the record, i was very very very very actively involve in sports, football! Lack of study time and i still remember what my dad always use to tell me when he is pissed off with me " When you grow up, u will be sweeping the drains." Now u know why i mentioned my world was shattered... because my dad was there for me... and when he is no longer there, i was lost until Jesus found me. As days passes by, i grew in the knowledge of God... i grew deeper in His Love. Again I am just a spoilt kid on the block. What you see me outwardly may seem to be differ than the inner man. Outwardly i may be holy moly...inwardly i may be a wicked fellow. I am capable of doing wicked things which u dont know. What matters is how my inward man is now. As i said...i am just a spoilt kid... not spoilt with the things of the world... but i am spoilt because of the Love of God. I am spoilt kid who dont care what people say, but i juz wanna do what i like doing. Why should i pretend to be holy when i am not? Why should i even serve the Lord when i am not worthy of the call? I dun consider my self worthy of living as well. But When He put a bullet on my heart at point blanc, it is no longer i that live, but Christ in me. He said, Be holy for I am holy, You are being perfected in my love now remain in Me. I have qualified you to serve Me. Now..again God spoilt me with His love... so i am spoiling others with His Love. Impart and Impact. What i have receive freely, i give it freely.
#to be continued....
